Sunday, 12 February 2012

Good News for Them, but not for us

Husband called my MIL and she delivered the good news, his twin brother is expecting another child.

Told me when I called him. I felt sad, acknowledge the feeling but can't share it with husband. Luckily my bff called and talked to her. She was TTC last year and managed to conceive but she knew how TTCians felt because she was in my shoes before.

While borak-borak, my eyes became watery. But I manage to control it.

It made me think, "I ni fokus sangat pada ujian dan dugaan yang Allah beri ie ujian anak, tapi I FAILED to always bersyukur dengan NIKMAT yang Allah berikan pada kami".

Forgive me YA ALLAH.

Astaghfirullahal'azim.

4 comments:

  1. Mrs ARK, stay strong k... tapi for me sedih tu pun sebenarnya satu nikmat Allah. Allah bagi sedih, supaya kita boleh nangis & secara x langsung melepaskan rasa di hati... baru la lega... just cry if u need it. Take care.

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  2. True. Bila sedih cakap dengan Allah kerana Dia Maha Mengetahui.

    I cried when borak dengan husband. Seems that he was sedih like me too, cuma lelaki kan??

    Thanks for the advice. You too take care.

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  3. Bersyukur dan redha. I pun kadangkala terbabas jugak dengan emosi sendiri. Sama sama berdoa ye semoga dipermudahkan usaha kita semua. Married for 5 yrs, seriously ttc since 2010 :)

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  4. Hi Sash.

    Tu la kan, but understood sebab kita wanita. Sel-sel sensitive tu lebih sikit :).

    Amin. Saya doakan semua TTCians berjaya memperolehi zuriat yang soleh dan solehah.

    Take care Sash.

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